Losing count…..and losing interest.

Fortunately I'm not losing count. That's probably the one thing I can rely on; my ability to confirm on a daily basis exactly how many days have passed since I had an alcoholic beverage....and it's now 255 days! But losing interest is another issue. I'll be honest, it's a real struggle at the moment. I… Continue reading Losing count…..and losing interest.


Day 211….Christmas is coming.

I'm 211 days into my journey. That's how long ago it is since I decided that I needed to stop drinking. It took a little while and a few mishaps but I'm now on my 185th day of sobriety. I've struggled and I've questioned why I'm doing this. I've came close to breaking. I've almost… Continue reading Day 211….Christmas is coming.

Day 147 …. Drifting with the tide.

Stopping drinking is such an incredibly difficult journey. The initial fear of not being able to refuse a drink at the next opportunity or the fear of getting through testing times without alcohol to hide behind is quickly surpassed by overwhelming feelings of anxiety, incredible boredom, questioning yourself, your beliefs, your choices, your life. This… Continue reading Day 147 …. Drifting with the tide.